发愿！

Since I'll be going kl two weeks later, my guzheng class here's gonna stop. It's a real disappointment to me (as well as to my teacher Mr Wong... coz money money fly awayNYAHA~ Mr Wong : *sneezes* Darn... WHO speaks ill of me? ) especially after I've been attending the classes for 6 months.

Anyway…

I'm not going to give up on this instrument I like so much. Not that easy. I'd put so much efforts in learning & perfecting the basic techniques since this January, & thank god (& teacher) I actually achieved my grade 3 within 6 months.

I've decided, no matter how many cold blankets they are throwing on me, I'm still going to learn guzheng while studying in KL.

I'll go to my grand-teacher i.e 师公 Mrs Hui Ru.

I just hope firstly, the respectable Mrs Hui Ru can accept me as a student (I AM GOING TO GET HER WITH MY ULTIMATE PLEADING SKILLS @_@~)... & Puchong is not that far from IMU... The school schedule's not so hectic that it can eat up my time for attending guzheng classes... My housemates won't complain me for practicing the instrument (but I can't be that annoying right? Oh well. Hopefully*fidgeting*...)... My parents won't find out before I spent at least RM 1400 from my 20-years-savings to buy a second-handed guzheng & masak nasi jadi bubur.

Lastly, In order to self-evaluate my techniques & most important, keep my interest boosting, I'm going to write my diaries of learning guzheng from now on.

だから, かんぱつて～～～七帆さ---あん!!!!!!

Tired & Remorse...

Maybe I really have been lazing too much... My stamina is deteriorating >__< . Just 4 hours of shopping could wear me out so much ! It just felt like coming back from tuition classes at 8 pm after attending normal school lessons in the morning. The hectic form six life. Huhu... How can a dead meat like me able to live a university life two weeks later ?

Argh...How I miss the day when I still practised Taekwondo...*cry*

First Post

Haha to be frank i never like writing the first post. My stupid gene of a perfectionist would put me in such dilemma that I should have written something more meaningful & not piles of craps. So before I get naggy, i'll talk about myself first : I'm stephanie, xiaofan is one of my nicknames (dun ask the others). Actually I wanted to use my real name stephanie.ang but since it's unavailable, stephanie.xiaofan is what I'd made up after spending almost an hour in front of the computer. As you can see, i'm a naggy & contradicting person (more descriptions in my profile). Two habits i yearn to kick off one day.

I'm 20, currently at home waiting for university admission. I like music & it makes up half of my life. Gu zheng (zither), a chinese traditional instrument, is my new love-interest while I still harbour a deep sense-of-belonging to piano. I like japanese anime & manga & i grew up under their influence. Manga is part of my childhood memories & the values it convey mould most of my characters. I like ancient history especially that of ancient egypt & china. I'm curious to mysteries & hope to explain them with the basis of science, so I'm highly interested in fengshui,bagua, palmistry & yijing. Not just highly interested, I do know some of the ancient knowledge mentioned though what i know is just a drop of water compared to the ocean *guilty*.

Lastly, as for this blog, I'm gonna keep it running^_^.